Purpose of human existance?

I think I’ve realized that our purpose as humans.. our purpose in life is just to have a human experience. Just accept whatever makes you feel good because its all exactly the same. Something as ignorant and simple as being obsessed with tanning, being popular, wearing makeup, gossip… is exactly the same as meditating, studying quantum physics, becoming completely ‘free’ of worldly trivias and trying to expand the consciousness. There is nothing different about it because there is something we don’t understand… we are human. And therefore we are unable to experience anything greater than.. a human experience. Simple. even the most ‘enlightened’ person is only having a human experience. There is technically no difference because no matter what, we are unable to achieve anything greater. One may believe so-and good for them.. their own personal human purpose in life is fulfilled- but nothing greater. It is beyond anybody’s slightest comprehension what may be beyond- if anything. Whatever we gain insight to is only insight capable of human capability. More is impossible. And the more we expand, the more we think we are reaching into something ‘greater’, but the truth is.. it is what we’ve always been able to do as humans. And even someone who does not study the outer reaches of the mind- they are no less enlightened or knowledgeable than anyone else. Because what is REALLY beyond human imaginings is so different, so much greater, that the human differences are miniscule. Neither is more then just a human experience. So I think it just comes down to what makes you happy. We often feel trapped within our cultures or the scary unknown.. or maybe we don’t care. And if trying to search for something ‘more’ is what makes you happy, then fine, live your life feeling enlightened and spiritual, but I think that is only what makes you feel inspired and happy and free as a person. Nothing more than a human emotion. Maybe a spiritual person or philosopher, etc’s goal is really just to question existence or purpose as far as we can humanly understand it.. but at some point.. there is so much more that is IMPOSSIBLE to comprehend. But what I’m really saying is.. were all equal in our spiritual awakenings and our grasp on reality, etc.etc.etc….. because whatevers out there is so mive.. its all the same really…. I don’t know, im rambling. I don’t even believe in half the stuff I just said.. its just the first thing that came out.